There’s a lot of feelings that Esperanza is having. She’s been through a house fire losing many things, her dad passes, moving to Cali, ect. It doesn’t directly say in the book (from what I remember) what her feelings were, but she could’ve been upset/sad that there was no mention of her going to school when Isabel was going. Later throughout that part there are some good parts of the book to find maybe some feelings about how she is feeling.?