Question

If you're one of my close friends, please don't read this :) I'm messed up haha. Am I the only one who craves pain? Like, you'll be hating your life one second, then the next second you're wishing it was worse. Or, when you're experiencing the pain you only have two thoughts: "I hate this" and "I deserve this". Or when you have best friends who are depressed, and you have to be their rock, and they'll be like "I ****ing hate my life" seconds after you put all of your energy into trying to make them happy, and you'll be depressed as ***k but they're all giggly and **it when you can't figure out when or if you're actually happy.​

Answer 1

It's completely okay, and your not the only one. It just means that you may be masochist a masochist is someone who enjoys their own physical, emotional, sexual, mental or etc pains.

Answer 2

Hey i wanna talk to you and become friends just hmu on instagram Cloutchasinjhit

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