When he pushed me from the plane, my first thought was my parachute but he would've thought of that already.As he used to say I was 'predictable' I guess I would just have to accept the fact that I was going to die.Hurting down to the ground at such a speed gave you a lot to think about,where had I gone wrong when had I started to trust him so much he could back stab me like this and I hadn't even realised how many red flags there were